I'll Try to Be One Step Behind, A Soft Ground For You To Fall Back On.

I don't know what to tell you
Because I know what you're thinking.
You're happy, having fun.
You're growing up without me.
You're changing to what you said you would never be.

I take the blame,
Because I'm on the edge.
Right on the edge.
Holding back, watching you.
Letting you. But waiting still.

You seem so different, so elated.
But I know it's wrong.
I know it will hurt soon.
I'll be here no matter what.
No matter how much you've changed.
No matter what you've done to me.

I won't change.
I hate that our friendship has changed, faded.
But I won't let it vanish.